Do you speak with God? Can you ever hear my cries? Are you just so free from pain and your body now that you never look back? I miss you so much it physically hurts. Does God ever grant people favors? I feel like He doesn't hear me. I feel like answered prayers are a thing of the past. I can't feel His love at all, but maybe you could reach Him. Maybe you could ask Him to either let you come tell me you do live on and that you are happy or you could ask Him to usher in the end of days so we can see you again. This pain is crushing. I still can't believe you're gone. I still want you back. I feel like I'm going crazy, like they're going to have to admit me to the mental ward in the hospital. Will this nightmare ever end? Others have tried pointing me to my blessings and I know I'm one of the richest people on earth but I'm drowning in heartache. All the riches in the world can't replace you. Do you know that?
I love you Elijah.
Mom
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