Life Well Lived

Aaron Hinton came over and delivered the video from your memorial. In addition, he supplied me with an hour of videos others made of you. What a great life. What a great person. What a great loss. You laughter certainly lit up a room. Your music...... I know I'm a broken record but I miss you with every fiber of my being. I'm going to have to have a talk with God. I really don't understand. I suppose that's what everyone says when a loved one goes so young. All I know is you lived a good life, a happy life, a life filled with joy. I know at times you fought depressions, and in spite of it you lifted others. When you had your last broken heart you cried to me and we resolved that you would pick yourself up and write beautiful music. And you did, "Morning After" and "Inside Out" were written to prove you were a man of your word. Even with cancer you heard music, until a month before the last day of your life. How I miss your music, your smile, your hopping to me from inside a room to yell "Boo!" And your friends. I know I will so miss them. You and your friends filled our home with such joy for so many years. Why did you have to grow up? Why is cancer not cured? Why couldn't my love save you? I hope, Elijah that there is life after death and resurrection. I hope I will be good enough to join you where you are and hug you once again. I love you. I miss you.